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Here was my thought and there was the rose



Everybody who knows Guruji knows that he loves roses. I started a practice of buying a single unpacked rose while driving from traffic signals and then present it to Guruji. This was done about once a month. The practice, however, discontinued for years. On the other hand, my husband used to buy me single packed rose on occasions such as Valentine’s Day, birthday or sometimes for no reason. He too discontinued this practice.

One evening I was coming back home from the office. My husband too was travelling with me in my car as he had not taken his car that day. On the way, I saw a girl selling rose bouquets at a traffic signal. She had already passed my car and I was looking at her through the mirror.

I suddenly had this wish if I could buy a rose for Guruji. But this girl was behind my car and was going further away. Within no second, my husband pulled his backpack from the back seat and took out one single unpacked rose and gave it to me. He had no idea about my wish to buy a rose as I had not uttered a single word to him about it. Here was my thought and there was the rose. I could not buy it for Guruji but he fulfilled my wish there and then through my husband. Later when I reached home, I presented that rose to Guruji.

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